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Wednesday, March 8th, 2006

Time:8:39 pm.
Has it really been this long? Where every have I been? Oh, yes, OUT OF MY MIND!

Salem is now just over four months old. In just a few months we will be taking our first trip back to the US. The nanny was such a glorious idea, and with her help I am doing quite well on me own. Daddy is still doing well in AZ, that little band of his is supporting his family, so where am I to complain? While Salem is asleep, for the first time in four months it seems, I feel as though it is time to call a few friends, give some wisdom, and return to who I once was.
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Monday, October 21st, 2002

Subject:T'was a beautiful wedding
Time:12:18 am.
Mood: mischievous.
I am now officially Mrs. Adriel Patrick Sampa. The wedding was beautiful. Just as I had pictured it. There were so many things going on, and Adriel and myself got so tired of waiting, that we had the wedding a whole week early. The most wonderful thing was seeing Adriel's mother's face when Noxi captured me right off the alter. She thought the whole thing real. Tiphni made a wonderful maiden of honor. She looked beautiful in her dress. However, no one looked as good as I. The night of last, we stayed up all night telling stories of life and all the wonders of it. Tiphni and I slept in the same tent, as there is a rule that the bride and groom can not sleep together the night before their wedding. Otherwise I could have faced an unusual curse of a horrible marrage. It is so hard to believe that Adriel and I are finally married. It has felt like it for the past two months, but now it is such a permanet thing. To be honest, I could not be happier. Tomorrow morning, Adriel and I are leaving to Salem Massachussets for our honeymoon. How I can not wait to torture all of the goody little Christians. Tis all for now, and remember, To each his/her own.
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Sunday, July 7th, 2002

Subject:I am to be married
Time:4:06 am.
Mood: accomplished.
On June 6th, Adriel the one true love of my life asked me to marry him. It took me forever to finally say yes, however I did. Tiphni, one of my dearest and closest friends helped with my decision. She is to be my matron of honor. The wedding is going to be completely Wiccan. I do ever so much love my Adriel, and I hope for our lives to be intertwined for eternity and beoynd. The wedding, which is also a camping get away, is to be October 29th-30th. We are not exactly positive on those dates, however for now, they shall do. Invitations will be send out in late August. I hope that all of you whom I do invite make sure to attend. Wedding gift idea lists will be handed out at the pre-wedding ceremony which is in about a month. There is one person whom has already promised me a very special and particular gift, and Jeff, I do ever so hope that you live up to your word. That is all for now. I need to get my beauty sleep and Adriel my love wants to make love. G'night my sweet angels.
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Thursday, June 20th, 2002

Time:12:53 am.
I think that I am in love
Oh Adriel, how thou wishes to hold thee in thy arms and wisper sweet nothings into your lovely ears.
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Monday, May 20th, 2002

Subject:Just so that everyone knows, he is mine now
Time:3:46 pm.
Hevy Metal 2ooo: i have more SNs than u know...fucking talk to me or forever hold your peace...i know what it is im just like another crush of the week to u
Mystical Mage13: Does that bother you???
Hevy Metal 2ooo: thanx alot Kaye u r like driveing Tiffany insane that u might be taking me from her for a week long peice of nothing
Hevy Metal 2ooo: yes that bothers me
Mystical Mage13: Why?
Hevy Metal 2ooo: because u hurt her for something that lasted a week
Hevy Metal 2ooo: now i see how much u value your friends and their feelings
Hevy Metal 2ooo: im sorry if i sound mean when i say this but...i want nothing to do with u anymore
Mystical Mage13: All because I like you???
Hevy Metal 2ooo: for a week
Mystical Mage13: It has been more than a week
Mystical Mage13: I have liked you since I first met Tiffany and started reading your lj
Hevy Metal 2ooo: and it all comes out now...y?
Mystical Mage13: I did not think to bother at all until now
Mystical Mage13: Perhaps it is that you like me back and this is why you are bothered by this so very much
Hevy Metal 2ooo: maybe i would like to know y u like me and then we will get into that...
Mystical Mage13: So you do like me, I thought so
Hevy Metal 2ooo: i never said that
Hevy Metal 2ooo: and i never meant that
Hevy Metal 2ooo: just tell me y u like me so?
Mystical Mage13: I do not know exactly, I suppose it is just because of the way that Tiffany would always talk about you, and how you lead such an exciting life
Hevy Metal 2ooo: lol
Mystical Mage13: How is that funny?
Hevy Metal 2ooo: Kaye most of my days r spent in this chair looking at this computer
Mystical Mage13: Now, do you like me or not???
Hevy Metal 2ooo: send me your pic then ill answer
Mystical Mage13: No, answer first
Hevy Metal 2ooo: no
Mystical Mage13: Why not?
Hevy Metal 2ooo: even if i asnwer u wont send it
Mystical Mage13: Just answer
Mystical Mage13: You said that you would answer after I told you and I did, so now you have to tell me what I want to know
Hevy Metal 2ooo: yes...but plz plz plz plz dont tell Tiffany if u never tell her anything it must be this...i dont want her to know all of what im about to say because it would hurt her...i have liked u for a while i just never showed anything because i thought u didnt like me and u were all against online relation ships...but that doesnt mean that i dont like Tiffany i still like her too
Mystical Mage13: So the truth finnaly comes out
Hevy Metal 2ooo: send me the pic now and i will not laugh at u or anything like that
Mystical Mage13: I have to go
Mystical Mage13: Blessed Be Jeff
Hevy Metal 2ooo: whatever
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Monday, May 13th, 2002

Subject:Time for a change???
Time:9:08 pm.
Mood: giddy.
I am thinking about bleaching my hair and I want to know what everyone thinks. Equal amounts of my friends are saying to blech it and not to. Everyone leave comments and tell me what you think. Leave lots of comments.
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Saturday, April 20th, 2002

Subject:Bow down and worship me as your new god
Time:1:38 am.
Mood: loved.
I love my life. I am the total goddess of relationships. As you all should know, I am working on Jeff and Tiffany, and I think I am doing very good. I love helping people, and it seems that together the two of them need a lot of help. I am glad that the are working out, even thought they are broken up. I do suspect that they will be back together very soon. I am of course happier than ever because I have the love of my life Shauna. She is wonderful. We are going to try a "threesum" sometime within the next month. I can not wait. This will be absolutely wonderful. That is all I will allow you to read for now. So I love you all, and Blessed Be.
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Thursday, April 11th, 2002

Subject:Time for a change
Time:10:06 pm.
Mood: high.

Oh my, I am for the first time in my life stoned. LoL Kriss is here, and he said I had to go outside with him for a cigerette. I went, and he lit up a joint. LoL I thought it was a cigerette, and it was to dark to see anything, so I took a few drags. I did not even relize that it was not a regular cigerette. I am so stupid. LoL I feel so great right now. I have never done this before. This is all so strange, and I can not feel my arms. LoL Now I know why Tips is always saying how good this feels. Then again, she also always says how stupid this is, however I feel so good, so I could care less how bad this is for me. I love Kriss, he is the greatest. LoL Now we all know what I will be ddoing on 4:20. LoL Some one help me, I think I have finally gone over the edge of insanity. I have no clue as to anything I am doing, I am just doing it. AHHHH help me!!!

Kriss, I love you. Almost as much as my lover.
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Thursday, March 28th, 2002

Subject:The bastard
Time:11:05 pm.
Mood: apathetic.
Tiffany and Jeff are having some pretty rough times, and I just feel so sorry for her. She is going down a long road, and I think she has gotten lost. Then again, Jeff is going down a road, he took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stuck up to ask for directions. LOL, I amuse myself. Oh well. my friend Lins is moving to Colorado tomorrow. She lives in Arizona with Tiffay, and she goes to Jeff's school. She has kind of been Tiffany's little spy on Jeff, which was very amusing on our part. But alas, she is leaving us so that her mother can have a better job with more pay, even thought it is not as thought they were stuggiling to get by as it is. But yes, that is all that is going on for now. I will write back again soon, so Blessed Be my loved ones.
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Friday, March 22nd, 2002

Subject:Tiffany is gone.....
Time:8:47 pm.
Someone hacked into her computer and now she's going to be gone for a while. This royally bites. Even though I only really knew her from online, I can honestly say that she was my best friend. I can not believe that some one could do this to her. I know it has something to do with Lexy and Amanda. Whoever Ron Johnson is, even though I am quite sure he is just a made up person and he probably is Lexy, he honestly should be shot in the head by some maniac crazed space monkey, as he is the pompous ass that sent everthing to Tiffany's parents. I am still so dazzeled at the whole fact that Tiffany's whole life and existance have in one day turned into nothing but a living nightmare.

Blessed Be
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Monday, March 4th, 2002

Time:12:14 am.
Wow, it has been a long long time since I last updated. I guess a lot has been going on and I just hav not had any time at all. I guess I only have one thing to say and that this should be Jeff and Tiffany's song

six a.m., Day after Christmas
He throws some clothes on in the dark
The smell of cold
Car seat is freezing
They're all asleep and he is

Up the stairs
To her apartment
She is balled up on her couch
Mom and dad
Went down to charolette
They're not home to find this out
And they drive
Now that he has found someone
He's feeling more alone
Then he's ever has before

She's a brick and he's drowning slowly
Off the coast and he's getting lower
She's a brick and he's drowning slowly

They call her name
At 7:30
He paces 'round the parking lot
Now he walks down
To buy her flowers
Sell some gifts that he got

Can't she see....
It's not him she's dying for
And she's feeling more alone,
Then she ever has before

She's a brick and he's drowning slowly
Off the coast and he's getting lower
She's a brick and he's drowning slowly

As weeks went by
We showed that she was not fine
They told him son it's time to tell the truth
And she broke down
And he broke down
'Cuz he was tired of life

Driving back
To her apartment
For the moment they're alone
For she's alone
He's alone
And now he knows it

She's a brick and he's drowning slowly
Off the coast and he's getting lower
She's a brick and he's drowning slowly

I think that should be their song because even when they are together, which they are not, they are always alone. That is all for now, and hopefully I will update again sometime real soon. I love you all.
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Sunday, January 13th, 2002

Subject:I am back
Time:5:50 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Hello all. I haven't written in a while and I am very bored so I decided to take some time and write in this thing. I started school on Monday. It was very scarry, but at least I had Jake in three of my classes. We ate lunch together. He is a very fun person to be around. I thought I had feelings for him until he told me that he likes members of the same sex. Now I just see him as my friend. I've been more tired then usual lately, but what can I do. I went to Medievil Times yesterday and bought a new couldren. I don't use it, I just have it for decoration in my room. I'm almost done unpacking all of my things. I've been so busy that I haven't been able to until today. My sister called me. She accused me of stealing her makeup, but why would I want any of that. It's all pinks and purples and blues. What would I want with those ugly colors. I think I will stick to my blacks and reds for now. I have to finish unpacking, but perhaps I will right in here again later. I hope I will at least update this again within the next week. Good bye, good night, and Blessed Be to all.
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Friday, January 4th, 2002

Subject:The whole world should die
Time:1:17 am.
Mood: aggravated.
I went to the mall tonight with my mother. Every person there was staring at me, and giving me dirty looks. Thats ok thought because I hate them all too. They should all die. Every one of them. Then I'll drink their blood and they can rot in the ground. I wish that I could be back in New York were I had friends that cared about me. Jaime called me about an hour ago. It was so good to hear from her. She told me that Jake was talking about me. He said that he wishes I was still there because he misses me too. Now I am in an even deeper depression then I was before. At least I know he's still thinking about me. I just got my AIM working so I'll probably be on that all night. I'm going to try to meet some new people. I hate being so far away from everyong that I care about. Hopefully the people here aren't as evil as they seem. But from what I saw today, I just don't know. I'll leave you all now so that you can think your unpleasant thought about me, because I know you all think I'm psyko even though none of you Know anything about me. Blessed be.
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Thursday, January 3rd, 2002

Subject:my apartment is cold!
Time:5:59 pm.
Mood: cold.
My new apartment is freezing. I don't think that we even have a heater. Oh well, I can survive the coldness, it only makes me think of how cold it was in New York.
My mother says that it's time for me to get a job. She wants me to pay my own rent. I don't think that's very fair though, but I probably should since she's low on money, and her new job doesn't pay that much. My mother and I are getting along alright, except for the fact she wants me to pay rent, but I guess it's better me and her get alond since I have to live with her for another two years. My father called today. He misses me. I miss him too. If it was up to him me and Lisa (my sister) would have probably both stayed with him, but the court said one of us had to stay with my mother, so of course it had to be me. I miss Jaime. Maybe tomorrow I'll get a phone card and call her. I sent her a letter this morning. I hope she writes back. I haven't heard from her in three days, which is a really long time considering we used to see eachother at least twice a day. I just hope that her and Pat are still together. They truely love eachother, but last I heard, they were in a really big fight. I met this guy at Starbucks. I was just sitting there reading a book and all of a sudden this guy starts talking to me about how much he hates school. It was very funny. He goes to the same school I will be starting on Monday. He said he hopes we have a class together. He's a vampire and his name is Kris. It would be fun to get to know him better, but he kept reminding me of Jake (my ex boyfriend that broke my heart). At least now I can say that I know someone instead of being all alone. I should go now, I think I've written long enough for today. Maybe I'll try to find someone else on these Live Journals to talk to. Good bye to all and Blessed Be.
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Subject:New life for young soul
Time:5:02 am.
Mood: devious.
Good day to all. Since this is my first entry, why don't I tell you all that will be reading this a little something about myself. My name is Kaye. I am 16 years old. I am Wiccan and I believe in all Wiccan teachings. I love to write peotry to keep my mind off this drab insain asileme (I know I can't spell) they call earth. I just moved to California from New York, so Monday mourning I have to start a new school and meet new people only to be laughed at because I look different. Although it will probably be the same as it was in New York, at least I had friends there. My mother and father just very recently got a divorce and my mother got "stuck with me" while my sister got to stay in New York with my father. My life has become the darkness that will only kill me every since my only love in life broke up with me for some blonde bimbo, my sister no doubt. However, my mother says it is good that I am here now, "At least I'm able to meet new people" as she loves to say. My mother hated all of my friends in New York because they were to "dark" for her. Just wait until she meets the new people that I meet. I can't wait to see the look on her face. I guess that I will leave now, but first I shall leave you all will a peom I just wrote.

Darkness Within

The darkness inside of me
grows darker everyday
The pain that is brought upon me
will destroy your very being
The crys that you brought from me
will break you in the end
but the love that you gave to thee
will stay untill the end

Blessed Be
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